She said I was a fine tuned machine. It made a lot of sense. I seem to be naturally obsessed with exactness, efficiency, needing full knowledge of things before I allow them near me. Little things can derail me: being interrupted, having my time wasted, being inconvenienced. But for the things I do, I am often devastating.
While laying in bed, think of what topic you’d like to dream about, a problem you’d like to solve, or art you’d like to create. Now tell yourself mentally or